# no more firsts

And then I realized I'm running out of firsts. The time for firsts is passing by. We grow up and evetually the firsts, that were so many and happened all the time, start to become more and more rare. We aren't teenagers anymore. We've done, experienced and tried many things now. No more frst kiss, no more first love, no more first job or first time you stand up for yourself. It doesn't make our next experiences less exciting or frightening, but it does make them less surprising. It's like we are getting used to the butterflies.